The feeling which plagued my mind during my childhood. The feeling which had broken me completely. The feeling which I experienced when I lost a random competition. The feeling I experienced when I felt inferior to the people around me.
Beware of jealously, for it causes a lot of problems. Love turns into hate. Hate turns into anger. Anger turned into an outburst and outburst turned into guilt. That guilt is of a dangerous kind. I want to completely resist this feeling. If there is some sort of vaccination against this feeling, then I would use it. When jealously hits, friends turn into foes, blood brothers turn into strangers and love turns into hate. The feeling gets to you. It makes you insane. Blood runs faster. The world turns chaotic and the chaos is spread by no one but you. The optimism goes out of sight. Pessimism flows like an endless stream.
So, when that feeling comes back again, I just close my eyes and concentrate on the beautiful sound of silence. Let this feeling pass away.
JEALOUSLY, GET LOST!
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